So here I am, right now, at this moment, the x-ray department City Hospital Nottingham, sat waiting for my pre-clinic chest x-ray. I have been ok until I walked in and now I'm not. I haven't eaten today and I think that is why I feel sick to my stomach but I know my heart isn't racing because of the 3 cups of coffee I have forced down. I'm knackered because I haven't slept but my brain is doing all the permutations....
I managed to get a parking spot right outside the door, I hope that isn't the only good thing that happens here today. I know I'm better off than most, I know this is to check it hasn't come back, others are fighting a much more difficult battle at this minute, but at this minute, right now, I f**king hate this bit. There is nothing else I can do, nothing I can change so I will breathe, get my cup of tea after my x-ray, go to the room when they call me and just get through.
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Darren EvansOn Feb 11th 2013 my life changed forever when I was diagnosed with a myxoid liposarcoma of the right thigh. This is my version of my life since then. Archives
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